thisloveafterdeath.

I swear the more I think about it, the more I wish I could just give you a fucking reality check.

We all want things we can’t have and sometimes in life, these are the things we absolutely can’t live without or so we once made ourselves believe this. Sometimes I feel like an old record to you, one that you’ve tossed aside to replay at a later time. To be honest, I wish there was a play, rewind, and a pause button in life.

Its been a long time since we’ve last shared anything and its strange because we use to talk every single day. But now, I have a hard time remembering when our last anything was. I wish we could rewind to a time when things were great, pause it and just press play.

Now I’m a million miles away from home hoping, somehow you’ll read my mind and ask me if I’m okay just so I can suck it up and tell you how happy I am…….. for you